Random thought that I had yesterday. I am going to preface this with, not attacking anyone, just something that I have been reflecting on and made me think. I also could be just overthinking this, as I am apt to do at times, so please let know your thoughts. If however, you see this as … Continue reading Reflections on Easter
So, yesterday, I received an email. Nothing abnormal about that, except for 4 things.1) It was from an old family friend who I haven't seen or spoken to in years, and would have no way to get the email address they sent it to, except by getting it from someone.2) They somehow knew that I … Continue reading An Open Letter to People that Don’t Know Me, and Judge Me with No Information
What is the meaningOf all of the unknowns,And how do you findIn what direction it leans?Finding direction in a worldSo scattered and coldFilled with issues so burledIt seems insurmountable, when everythingIs bought and sold. How can you place value onIngenuity,Fantasy,Imagination,and love,When it seems as if friendly cooperation is gonefrom existence, and crushed from above?These are … Continue reading Focusing On The Gurney
Visceral,Empirical,Whimsical.How was I created:Nurture, Nature, or Trauma?I have tradedSo much of myself, to avoid drama. No more.It is time to even the score. No longer will I minimize myselfAnd place who I really am upon the shelf.Spending all of my energyAvoiding being me.Finding the truth in who I am,Is not quiet, like a lamb,But loud, … Continue reading Nurture, Nature, or Trauma?
The last 18 months have been some of the hardest, but most rewarding of my life. I realized a lot of things about myself and the world about me. Not just that I am a Bisexual Transgender Woman, that is probably the biggest one, but many other things as well. In all of the self … Continue reading Mutterings and Musings of a Merry Maiden
Beating the screamsOut of my dreams,Destroying the vision of what I have beenTime to buck this trend.Where am I going, where will this lead?No idea, but going to make this world bleedNot in a violent way,but adding colour to my world of grey.Time keeps ticking on, as I re-create myself;Taking things I ignored off of … Continue reading Beating the Screams Out of My Dreams
I wrote this back in 2009 - originally posted on my DeviantArt. Like the earth floating through the atmosphereor man as he searches for the truth,the beginning of the ending,nothing is clear... What is happening now, nothing makes senseI don't know what's going onPlease lift the drifting, dripping fogfrom over my kind of guy,the kind … Continue reading The swinging of my soul
Written in 2011 - Originally posted on my DeviantArt. Working towards an ends,Alienating all of my true friends,Living with self as the most important thingMy past makes me think of Gollum and the Ring. Evil, twisted, and sadistic thinking,And that was when I wasn't drinking! Now that I have found the way,I don't have to … Continue reading A Retrospective Introspective
The start of an epic...will I get back to it? Who knows... Galaxies collide with tremendous forceCausing planets and lives to veer off course.Planes of existence shift and move,Making a grooveIn the fabric of spacetime. It has the effect of taking the grimeAnd replacing it with clean nothingness,But, I digress. The true beginning of this … Continue reading Ergo, there go I
This is a poem that I wrote for my Critical Thinking class that I took back in 2006. Originally posted on my DeviantArt. People today don't like to thinkNo one uses their brains anymore, in fact, they're starting to stink,Everyone watches the TV news,Hell! The U.S government gives her citizens their views. Bush and his … Continue reading The Modern Day Philosophy