Beating the screams
Out of my dreams,
Destroying the vision of what I have been
Time to buck this trend.
Where am I going, where will this lead?
No idea, but going to make this world bleed
Not in a violent way,
but adding colour to my world of grey.
Time keeps ticking on, as I re-create myself;
Taking things I ignored off of the shelf.
Building speed like a grain of sand
Picking up things that I rejected off-hand,
as being implausible or simply laughable.
Instead, all of these thoughts, hopes, and fantasies,
That I believed to simply be fallacies…
Hold more truth inside than a jaded bride.
Come to find out, I am all of the things that I rejected
and ignoring them simply left me feeling dejected,
While embracing the confusing and unknown
brought the light in and gave me dominion upon my new throne.